FOR MY FOREVER.

kabullshitan naman talaga. The way you handle yourself as if not to care. tangina. nakakasakit ka na. sobrang nakakasakit ka na.

You dont give in to the idea that i DO get hurt. na AKO RIN nasasaktan. na ako rin marunong makaramdam.

masakit ang chan mo, go lang. maghahanap ako ng gamot. may sugat ka, magpapanic ako...

pano ako? pucha.. walang reply... kaya kong magpakamatay, tell you that i will do it, and get no response from you.

kanina, i feel stupid. I dont like you laughing at me. I feel so low. tapos ano? I tell you i don't want to hear any more from you. Pero I never put down the fucking fone. pero ikaw... when you dont want to talk to me ecause you said I made you feel stupid... I even ask you... HOW DO I MAKE YOU FEEL STUPID?! samantalang ikaw nalang... kapakanan mo lagi... pero ano? binabaan mo parin ako...

magkaiba ang wait lang na sandali may tinatapos lang ako sa wait lang aalis kami. magkaiba yun. when someone tells you to wait, they assume right away that you will be doing something FOR A COUPLE OF MINUTES. they don't assume that you'll be out. now THAT requires you telling them. Not just you telling them to wait!!

naiinis ako kasi lagi ka nalang ganyan. I tell you something is wrong and you don't even acknowledge it. But when YOU tell me something is not right or something is the matter....

i DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY ANYMORE!! you act so nonchalantly. nawalan ka na ng pakelam. tapos ano? kapag may pakelam ka na like you tell me. you act so overly jealous and overly paranoid as if im cheating on you.

you are extremes.

and i have to accept that...

ikaw na forever ko eh....................