death.

gusto kong itype lahat ng marinig ko... magulo isip ko, malungkot, malabo. Kung tutuusin, ayokong magsalita, ayokong makipag away, ayokong magexplain, ayokong makipag usap. pero sana gusto ko nasa tabi kita.

Pero mukhang gusto pa mangulit ng mga kamay ko. Hindi matahimik, hindi makatulog--MAGULO RIN.

is it you... is it you... maybe you're the one i've been waiting for...

ngayon tinatype ko nalang lahat ng marinig ko o maisip ko... napaka random...

it's like i've waited my whole life, for this one night... it's just me, you, and the dance floor...

tangna... wala naman talaga eh... tama na excuses... hindi lang trabaho pinaguusapan natin.. kung tutuusin, naiinggit ako sa kanila kasi sila, hindi nawawalan kahit hindi nila kasama... pero ako? kanina, maawa ako sa sarili ko sa hospital... nakaupo lang ako dun... mag-isa... wala man lang kumausap sakin para intindihin ako... wala... para akong tanga... nagagalit, nalulungkot, tas mamaya-maya, tatawa at ngingiti na... puta. puta talaga.

i need you boo... i gotta see you boo...

pucha.. timing ang kanta... ibahin ko nga..

sweet, sugar, candy man..

-_-"

*piano intro*
*piano intro parin*
come up to meet you.. tell you i;m sorry.. you don;'t know how lovely you are..
i had to find you.. tell you i need you.. tell you i set you apart..
tell me your secrets and ask me your questions.. oh let's go back to the start..
running in circles.. coming in tails.. heads on a science apart..

NOBODY SAID IT WAS EASY...
IT'S SUCH A SHAME FOR US TO PART...

lahat ng tao, aloof... hindi mapakali... hindi alam ang gagawin... hindi alam ang gusto...

---B L A N K M O M E N T---

Questions of science, science and progress..
do not speak as loud as my heart...

everyone was morose... everyone except for my dad arguing with the hospital staff. We, rather, I opted to stay despite my dad's bickering with the nurse. My dad has a point, as a matter of fact. They classified US (us being the relatives and the direct descendants of the sick) as visitors. My dad's point? What if the patient expires? Will the sons be not in her side upon her death? Besides, the nurse was rude. My dad was calm with arguing (if that made sense). He called the security guard, when he told us he was going to call for his superiors regarding the matter. He even raised his voice. My dad said, "Since I'm just a visitor. I'll refuse to pay for the stay and bills of myAuntie." Touche. Point taken.

The next day, upon the death of our relative, they brought the cadaver down the morgue without informing us (us being the classified visitors the night before, but, seeing as something already happened, we were then called the RELATIVES). Strike two for the "WALANG KWENTANG HOSPITAL" *bitter*

I feel bad for the nurse. Mali ang binastos niya. My dad got his name, he swore he'll do anything of his power to disbar the nurse.

Sa susunod kasi, pwede... RESPETO NAMAN.

Everyone's pissed and upset by now. All are hot headed, but we have to stand our ground.

Naiiyak ako.

Yet you choose to be, on the side of me... On the side of me...

Puta. Wala ka nga sa tabi ko eh. Anong on the side of me?

I'm not so proud of some things i do in my life. The skeletons in my closet are too big to hide... Yet you choose to be on the side of me.. on the side of me...

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! tapos hindi ka pa mag tetext ngayon?

Gusto ko mapagod ang mga kamay ko sa kakatype.

Gusto ko naring magpahinga.

Hindi ako hihinto sa pag type hanggat hindi pa napapagod toh...

Utang na loob. Please lang.













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